I'm so fucking pissed off right now and confused. Saturday night someone stole 120 dollars from me. And I have an idea of who it could be 'cuz there is so much shit leading up to me thinking it. It fucking hurts because the two people that I think did it are close to me and I don't know what to fucking think.  I wish whoever did it would just fucking admit it so I can get over this shit. All I know is alot of shit is going to change from now on if I decide to let this shit go. Which is fucking hard 'cuz that's 120 fucking dollars and I'm fucking broke right now. There's a fucking party going on tomorrow night and I have no money to buy cigarettes or nothing. And I have a project to do for my final but I have no money to but the shit that I need. I'm so fucking pissed off and it pisses me off how everybody acts like they don't know what the fuck I'm talking about.  Well, I'm going to that party tomorrow no matter what. My brother's gonna go too so he's gonna pick me up. There not going till 10 though. Well, I have nothing left to say about this fucked up shit. Later.

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I went to my job interview yesterday. I was getting so impatient 'cuz it was taking forever. I hope I got the job though. Maybe then I'll be able to get my Tahoe. I also want to get a cell phone though so I don't know what I'm gonna do. I haven't touched X in 44 days. That's pretty badass. I'm almost afraid to do it again. Yeah, so I had a pretty badass weekend with Ana. We promised eachother we were gonnna party on Saturday since last Saturday was fucking boring. And we did and oh my God it was so badass. Yeah....I don't know. I can't wait till schools over. I'm gonna have so much fun during summer, especially once I get my car. Well, later guys.

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On Saturday me and Ana went to Angela's. We bought a shit load of Smirnoff. I got alittle drunk but not as much as Ana.  And then on Sunday we went shopping at the Galleria. I bought a pair of pants that make my ass look so good.  And then we went to Northwest Mall and I bought this halter top shirt. Yep. I might have a job interview next Tuesday for a job at some law firm downtown. I get to get out of school early that day. I'm gonna be so nervous though. If I get that job it's gonna be so badass 'cuz you know that their gonna pay good. I need to go to the mall though to by something to wear 'cuz most of my clothes are either to revealing or too plain. Well, I don't know what else to say so later guys.

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God I'm so bored with this stupid xanga crap. I want to leave already. I should call up my brother and tell him to pick me up. I don't know. The shit that I have been waiting 2 years to fucking happen might fucking actually happen soon. Oh my God I'm so fucking happy you have no idea.  If this shit happens it'll make my year. That bitch deserves so much what she has coming to her. I can't wait to see her cry just like I had to fucking cry for so long. Anyways, I'm kinda pissed off 'cuz Ana has been hanging around my brother so much. But I really can't say shit 'cuz it'll be fucked up if she stays home on Friday just because I have to work. You know? So yeah it's all cool I guess. I'm talking to this guy named Isai. He's 21. He's so much older than me. Whatever. Well I'll catch ya later guys.